Crying and changing

So my blog template was all out of whack. I had tried to work on it a while ago and just left frustrated.  Tonight at 3:08am, Rylan woke me up with his little gruntings which quickly turn to irritated cries.  Yesterday Matthew said we should again try to let Rylan cry it out as he was old enough not to need to eat during the night.  So at 3:10am, I went to my baby and put his lovey Raffi back within his reach and left his room.  Next I used the bathroom and came downstairs.  Reading others' blogs and working on mine would help fight my urge to go to him and end the attempt of crying it out.  It's now 4:35am, Rylan is sleeping, and I am still awake. Tomorrow (which is actually today) will come quickly.  This is all for tonight. I would like to blog again soon as there has been much on my mind to share.  Just a tidbit is John 16:24, "Until now you have asked nothing in my name. Ask, and you will receive, that your joy may be full." Oh if I can only get to asking for joy at the beginning of the day and not waiting until things are impossible and I don't know where to turn.  Tomorrow (today really) is another day.